The reason I left? I didn't like how I was indirectly seeking attention (?) with my post, though that wasn't my intention. I wouldn't post that I feel horrible if I didn't. At that exact point of time, I really did. Anyway.. my memory is pretty short-term and I don't want to forget stuff and things I did, so I shall continue blogging but probably excluding stuff too personal/emotional.

Hehe damn stressed, as the title of this post states. Credits from Yanning's tweet. Let me post about getting results before I forget! It's once in a lifetime that I get O Level results, idw to forget how I felt!! HAHAH. So.. that day, finally met Hye Youn after so long cos she went back to Korea during the hols. Went to school together, felt good wearing school uniform again :') The feeling about getting results was neutral even after entering the school hall. I expected myself to do badly already. Like fail or borderline-pass Combined Humanities because I srsly left a part of the SS SEQ worth 13 mark BLANK lol and I suck in Geog and SS. Started getting a little nervous when Mr Lim was going through the distinctions/passes above national average etc. He said we did very well!! I didn't like how he skipped some parts of the slides.. I was very curious about this kinda stuff. Lol anyway I tried to make eye contact with Mr Loh so at least I could see from his expression if he was happy or disappointed with my result!! But no he didn't look my way.

Ah anyway, so nervous when Jinny went to collect her results because I'm second. When it was my turn, it was pretty scary walking up to the table ~_~ Just before I sat down, Mr Loh said, "you did ok." and smiled a biiiit. I swear in the next 3 seconds, the thoughts "OMG I DID OK!!! wait, ok is what? good or bad? is it like 15 pts? cos I wrote 15 pts for the pls-write-down-the-aggregate-you-want-to-get-so-that-on-the-result-day-if-mrloh-smile-means-you-achieved-what-you-wrote-and-if-he-give-sad-face-means-you-did-not-reach-that-goal paper. but he didn't sound very happy when he said the 3 words leh!!! so is ok or not?? or is he trying to comfort me..? did i really do ok? how ok is ok?! omg how to see my result.." ran through my mind. Yeah all in that 3 seconds - so the thoughts are good in sprinting! Signed to acknowledge that I got my result slip, then.. nope, haven't saw my result yet. Stood up, walked back to where I was sitting while looking at the results. OMFG B3 for English, happydie. I memorised some vocabs and phrases like two hours before the paper and anyhow bombed them in my essay/letter. HAHAHAHHA it worked. But no, people, please don't try them. I was just lucky. Then.. looked at Combined Humanities, saw B under the grade column and FOUR. Surprising. I passed my Humans and did better than I expected LOL idk how I actually didn't fail though because I chose sleep over studying for SS, the night before SS paper. Was really glad to see a One for Maths, because although I'm quite confident in the subject, I'm quite afraid to lose that only A1 I could probably get, since the moderation should be very high because the paper was really a breeze. Overall, L1R4 (or rather, L1B4) is 13. ^_^ which is not bad already for someone who failed to study in 9/10 of her study trips and can still play basketball during exam period.. I felt that I was quite lucky, to not only get 13 points but also have nothing below B4 in my result slip. Although I only got one A la HAHA but glad it's a One. *reallyhappygirl95*

Congrats to Chloe for her A1 in English, she really deserved it ^_^ and congrats for her good results!!
Congrats to those whose efforts are finally paid off and for those who didn't get their desired results, remember it's not the end! This is just part of a MUCH longer life. You will reap what you sow eventually. :D

Okay back to topic, I'm stuck on my first choice lol fml. But it's 3.43am now, I'd better go to bed soon. Left with 2 days before submission of choices omgnuuuuu :c

Ending this with something random. :)